Shannie’s Story | Part 2

We continue listening to Shannie’s Story in part 2

Transcript

SPEAKER_00 0:00

Hi, I'm Shani, and you're watching Disney Channel.

SPEAKER_02 0:08

Welcome to More Than Glitter, Voices Unheard, a podcast where the stories shimmer brighter than the stage lights. I'm your host, Mariah Edwards, and I invite you to join me on a journey into the lives of those whose voices are as captivating as their performances. Here in R Safe Space, we go beyond the glitter and glam. We sit down with dancers from all walks of life, uncovering the stories behind the sparkle. This isn't just a show about strippers, it's about the person beneath the persona. Today we sit down with Shani. This is part two of her story. So if you haven't already, go listen to part one first. What is the craziest thing you've seen in a private room? Or do you have any funny stories in the club?

SPEAKER_00 0:55

So there was this guy. Ask me what my regret has been. Because it's been not meeting us up sooner. Like, girl, what? I get to do all these things too. So we was in this room. This guy, he just wanted to like just hit us to beat his ass. So you know what? So we had it popping. They tagged me in because they was in there first. It was three, three girls in there. And then I was outside of the room like wishing upon a star. Like, I'm like, damn. It's a dead ass night, too. And I'm like, I should be in there. Cause I could do it, you know? And then I was just like being a baby about it. And then like the management manager comes, John said, it's time. I'm like, let's go. Where he at? So then we went, whatever. So I I come in the room and I'm like, what the fuck is good? Who am I beating up? And then they're like pointing at him. And then he's like, oh hi. Okay, so what do you want? What you like? Girl, he put down his pants. I just had a leather his leather belt, and I just started hitting him, right? And then I'm looking at the girls for confirmation. Cause like I never really beat on someone, uh, a man that was paying me like that. So, because I beat up on a man. But that motherfucker was not paying me, bitch. He was not paying me. But yeah, so he had bent over, bare ass. He already had little welts on there, and I'm like, it's gonna hurt more. So then I start hitting him, and then I'm looking around for confirmation, and the girls are like, No, you can. They're like, do it harder. And I'm like, bitch, you should have never told me that. So then I wrapped that shit around my fucking hand, and I put my big back muscles into it, and I hit him so fucking hard. I swear I saw his soul leave his body through his fucking mouth. Like, he literally was like, he he said, Oh, okay, I think we're good. I think we're good for now. And I'm like, okay, can you sit? And then AJ's in the back talking about some like cringing. And I'm like, what else? I'm like, what else do you want me to do? So girl, tell me why I'm like, I feel like I have an outfit for you. I have a nice outfit for you. And he goes, Oh, well, I'm like, Do you you do you dress up? And he goes, Well, not really, but I'm open to it. I'm like, say less. Girl, I ran upstairs and I got a mini mouse skirt for a Halloween mini mouse skirt of mine. And then I brought it down and I gave him options. Like, I brought another skirt, a school girl one, and I had a like a dress, like a fishnet dress. So I was like, You have three choices, and you're lucky I'm even letting you choose. And then he chose mini mouse, period. Red polka dodge. So he put it on and he like stood up and he's like, How does it look? Looking at all of us, and I'm like, You look so fucking good right now. Bend over. He's like, You really like it? I'm like, Yes, yes, get down on your knees. And like, that was just like one of the craziest rooms I've had, but that was so up my alley, and who knew? Because I do really like, you know, I really dislike men, and like hello, I get to beat them, take out all my anger, and they're paying me for it. Like, yeah, I've I've choked some guys out like a little bit, you know, that's the shit that they want, and then like slapped up, like kick private parts and stuff like that, but never like full on, like beat the fuck out of him. Like, I stepped on his balls too. I was kicking his balls while I was calling him a dirty bitch and a slut and all that stuff. And he said, kick kick harder. I'm like, I kicked harder, I kicked harder, and and I heard something crunch. And I don't know till this day what it was, but he said stop after. So whatever that was, but yeah, craziest most enjoyable room for me. One of the top in my career for sure.

SPEAKER_02 5:14

Does your family know you dance? How do they feel about it if they do know?

SPEAKER_00 5:19

I told them I was a bottle girl server at first, and my brothers knew it was bullshit. My grandma thought I was a prostitute, and then my brothers started thinking I was a prostitute, and then well, I see why they would think that. Cause like Miami. Yeah, eventually I found out that they thought I was a prostitut, like, like dead ass, like just like selling pussy like every single night, like every single, you know. Like, I was like, what do you think I do? And they're like, We know what you do. Our friends go to the clubs and they tell us what happens. I'm like, not with me. I don't know what what clubs they go to. I don't know, but I don't blah blah blah blah. I dance and and blah blah blah, and you know, try to like explain my side and stuff, and they're like, Oh, okay. I I'm pretty sure one of them still thinks I I like do all that, which is so funny. Which is so funny. I was off, and they thought I was on. Pissed me off. Do you have a good ghost story? Oh girl, I have a few. Okay, so one of them. So my friend, the one that uh introduced me to dancing, basically, like I went with her. The her name is Mel. Me and her, so I was staying with her and her family, and then she had this like the whole like basement, like room down there and everything. So we used to share rooms, our beds were kind of next to each other. She's like one of those friends that I was saying earlier that like if I told her something, she's gonna believe it. And if she told me, we have that understanding. She's like, Shanny, and she's like shaking, and I'm like, What? Like, it's dark in the room, we're about to go to sleep. I'm like, what? And then she's like, um, do you see that? And I'm like immediately frozen, can't even fucking turn my eyeballs. I'm like, what are you talking about, Mel? And she's like, next to my bed, you don't see this lady, this woman. You don't see this woman standing next to my bed. And I'm like, like, I don't know how slow I turned, but I swear I could, I would thought it was like right here. So I like looked and I seen her, and I'm like, I just started screaming. I'm like, Mel, get over here, get over here. She's like, I can't move, I can't move. I'm like, get the fuck up. I climbed to her bed and I bore we go to my bed, and we're just sitting there like screaming to the top of our lungs. Her mom came in. She's like, What the fuck are you guys doing? How old are you guys? We were like, we're like 22, 22 and 23. Grown ass women. But grown ass women. But yeah, that was one. And it's only crazy because someone else saw it too. I'm not crazy, you know?

SPEAKER_02 8:00

I love that that you guys had a shared experience. Yeah. Those are rare.

SPEAKER_00 8:04

That rarely, that rarely, I honestly think that might have been one of the only times, one of the only times that that has happened. Because another time it was like a guy that he was seeing shit in my apartment. I was like, what the fuck? We was doing the nasty, and then we stopped, and then we he was just sitting on the bed, like smoking his vape, and then I'm trying to sleep, and I'm like, bro, can you lay down? And he's just like, I can't, I can't, and I'm like, What? Why? And then he's like, You don't see that? You don't see that? I just saw something black crawl from that corner to that corner, looked at me, and kept going into the kitchen and disappeared. And now I believed him because I've always seen shit since I was little. I always seen, felt all of that shit. So he literally told me that he basically saw like a demonic, like it would he said it was evil, it was all black. It was like a shadow, but pitch black, not a shadow. A pitch black something just going and it stopped. And he said it was like he said it was like that, and then he looked and looked at him, and then it just kept going. Like, girl, I was like, You gotta go, baby. I'm like, honestly, you should go. Like, I don't know. What did you bring to my house? Girl, that happened another time too with this other dude. Uh we were talking, and like I hadn't seen him in a little bit, so I invited him over. I was like, Yeah, what's up? Let's chill. And then I'm sitting here and I'm smelling like smoke, like cigarettes. I'm like, bro, these, I don't know, there's someone smoking cigarettes in the fucking uh apartment next to me. That's so like ratchet, whatever. He's like, Does it smell really strong? Like a cigarette, or does it smell like a cigar? And I'm like, yeah, like a cigar. It smells like shit. And he's like, Oh. And he's like, I'm not even gonna try to freak you out right now. Like, please don't be mad. Like, I always have the spirit that's following me. Motherfuckers, I always have the spirit that's following me, and I think it's my grandpa, and he always used to have a cigar on him. He's always used to be smoking, but he wasn't a good person. And I'm like, I'm like, you're you like, why would you come in here and bring that in here? And he's like, it's like, I didn't, I didn't really think it would come here. You know, we hung out before and it never really. And I'm like, bro, no, I'm like, no, you gotta go, you gotta leave, and take that shit with you. Like, what the fuck? I sprayed my place down. I was like, get the fuck out, you get the fuck out. Like, after he fucking left, I still cussed that if there was the spirit still there, I cussed him out too, and I told him to leave because the fuck. And then after that, I had the worst paralysis, uh, nightmare, like live like nightmare of my life at six in the morning. And I literally thank god my cousin had moved in across the street with her girlfriend. So I ran over there in my fucking underwear and glides and a t-shirt crying, begging on banging on their shit. I'm like, oh my god, let me in, let me girl. I couldn't even talk. The shit that I saw in that apartment, it felt like hell, it looked like hell. It was red. There was a right, a red light coming from the other side of the wall. Like, girl, I have so many ghost stories. Like, I mean, I'm sure you do, but I I have a lot that I just am like, what the fuck? What the wild girl, terrifying. Hell yeah. A series, a series, girl. There was a funny ghost though. There was one that was funny when I first moved here. It had to be like a young spirit because I think it was a boy. He kept fucking with me. I had this empty apartment, an air mattress, whatever. I had some trick come over. He brought over some fucking beers that they were drinking. So he put them in the fridge. There was like 12 of them, 11 of them in the fridge. And I lined them all up in like straight rows. And I was like, okay, cool. I get on FaceTime with my friend. Actually, it was Skype, but with my friend Mel that I was telling you. And she's like, How do you like a new apartment? Blah blah. I'm like, Yeah, no, I'm good. It was like, whatever, I don't know how long, like 30 minutes. I get up to go to the fridge to like get something to drink. Girl, tell me why all these bottles are scattered all over the fridge. Wow. Still standing, still standing. But just moved around. But they were moved all around. And I was like, I'm like, girl, I'm not even gonna lie to you. This happened, and I'm gonna test it. And I organized them again. And I'm like, in 30 minutes, set a timer, I'm gonna go check the fridge. Sure enough, going to check the fridge, and not all of them were scattered, but some of them was just some of some of them was like way on the other side, and some of them were slightly moved out of the lines that I put them in. I'm like, oh, it's funny, huh? Oh, it's funny. I'm like, ha ha ha, you can stop. Like, I just started talking to her. I'm like, okay, stop doing it. It's annoying because I have to keep on organizing them. Leave me alone. And then it stopped. But girl, what the fuck?

SPEAKER_02 13:11

That is so funny. That sounds like a nightmare ghost. I'd be mad.

SPEAKER_00 13:15

Yeah, moving shit around, bro. I'm here thinking I'm going crazy. Ghost gaslighting me. No. Toxic. What are you most grateful for in your life? Having the people around me that I've had around me at the times that they needed to be there. Because I feel like everyone comes into your life for some reason. Not everyone's meant to stay forever. So I'm grateful for those people. And then I feel like a lot of those people have made it around full circle again. Like AJ and like my other friend and a couple other people that I'm just like, what the hell? Like it's throwback Thursday, everybody coming back into the picture of it. But no, super grateful for those people, you know, because they've known me since I was a hot mess to now like that I'm like trying to heal from all that shit. And it's nice to see them on the same page. And um, that we it's nice to know that they went on that ride with us, not maybe not physically with us, but like in another whatever, and went off and did their thing, and then we just came back full circle. And it's good to know that I'm not the only one that you know had to do that whole trip. Like some people just have it figured out, but definitely grateful for the people and grateful that I was raised how I was because I would not be me if I wasn't. And one thing about me, I'm very grateful to have me for me. Some people don't give a fuck about themselves, some people don't they don't have big hearts like that to like really like stop and try to like take care of themselves and nurture themselves or nurture others and stuff like that. Like, I'm grateful for those qualities in me. Yeah, they're a fucking curse too. But the bright side of it is that I can make other people, I'm a healer basically. I heal other people in my life. Like throughout my whole life, I've just been like that, like without even trying. And if I do try, you know they're good. But then, you know, like I'm starting to do that with myself now. So it's I'm grateful that I had all those times like to help others, and then I learned from it so I can help myself later. So grateful for that trait, I guess.

SPEAKER_02 15:20

Who has been the most influential person in your life and how?

SPEAKER_00 15:23

Bitch, my fucking self. Because I'm that bitch, been that bitch, and will forever be that bitch in that song, period. No, I don't know. I mean, shit. I look up to like like like certain certain celebrities, certain people in my life, like that have their shit together, and I'm just like, I look at them and I'm like, damn, like I I like that, like I I want that, and it inspires me. Like, I want to be better. Like, there's some people in my life that do do make me who like want to be better that open my eyes and like let me know that there is more. Like, I'm not there yet, like there's so much more, and I love that. I like learning from the people I'm around because if I I feel like there's no connection. If I feel like there's no connection with people that don't think that they need to learn more and grow. People that think that they're just good now, like now that they're an adult, that they're good, they have it figured out, like they don't have to better themselves, they don't have to do anything because they're just like complacent, like they're just like, Oh, yeah, this is it, cool. There's so much more. You don't, you're not curious. You're not curious to see like what it feels like to go on a fucking trip by yourself and for however long you want. Like, you don't you don't think that there's like people to meet, places to see, like experiences to gain and stuff like that. Like, some people just don't, they're okay. They're just okay. Like, maybe like family type, because some families do travel, but then there's those families, it's just like that's their only life. Like, that's it. Whatever they didn't do as a teenager, whatever they didn't do it as as a whatever, they it's too late because now they're married and now they have kids, and now they don't they can't do anything they want for themselves. I just feel like some people definitely don't see the bigger picture, they're just like, this is it. And I can't, I can't really be around that. I need to be around goal getters, I need to be around people that are either on my level trying to better or people that are over and beyond me because I have so much to learn from them. And especially if they're good people, because obviously I will never hang out with somebody just to learn and like have it just like a mission. Like, I want to be have a connection, I want to be friends with them and stuff like that. And it just so happens that they're just fucking cool and like got their shit and are trying to better themselves, even still, and that is just even more impressive, you know.

SPEAKER_02 17:38

What big dreams or goals do you have for yourself?

SPEAKER_00 17:41

I definitely want to be a business owner, I want to own a few businesses, multiple, different things. Ultimately, I just want to live the life. Like, I just want to buy land somewhere, hopefully out of the country, have my farm, have my big ass bougie mansion or whatever the hell I can do in that land without it getting robbed, and just travel. And I want to have a few homes around, and I want to just go experience everything and everybody and different cultures and everything because we're so confined when we stay somewhere too long. I can't, like, I had to keep it moving, you know? Like, I like I like that, and I like the freedom that it brings. Like, you can be whoever you want, not obviously on some like weird, like multiple personality shit. No, there was a movie like that. There was a movie like this bitch fucking move, changed her name, and she ran into her ex at like a dinner party, and he was like, What's your name? That's not her, that's not her fucking name. She's this bitch is lying. I know her. I dated her. And she's like, I really just don't know what you're talking about. She denied the whole thing, crazy bitch. And then at the end, she's like, I don't know why you had to do that. Everything was fine before you gave me up. He's like, I know it. And everyone's like, Yeah, you're crazy.

SPEAKER_02 18:54

If you could give advice to your younger self, what would it be?

SPEAKER_00 18:58

Work on your boundaries sooner. Definitely work on your boundaries sooner. Establish them bitches right the fuck now. So when you're older, you don't have to go through this, you know. Cause I feel like once you're very standing your ground, standing on business about your boundaries, nobody can play with you ever about anything. Because you will always have an honest, clear answer, and that filters out everything that's not meant for you. Work on my boundaries sooner. Don't take life so serious because it's really not. People's opinions don't really matter like that. Always just do what makes you happy. Because at the end of the day, I've always chosen the things that made me happy as far as like that things I had control over. And I can't even imagine like if I would have did that with everything instead, you know, like the bigger things where I would be. But then again, you know, life is what it is. And I'm sure in my next life, I don't know. Hopefully, all of this will be like I will get moved up a level or something and have like a bomb out of life. Because the work I put in for this shit, come on, bro. I come back as a rodent. Oh my fucking god, I get hit by car. I'll be pissed. At least it'd be fine. You'll just be right back. Damn, to what though? Another armadillo?

SPEAKER_02 20:11

Like, what lessons have you learned the hard way?

SPEAKER_00 20:14

Lessons that I learned the hard way. Don't give too much too soon. Make people work for everything about you. I can see don't just give love. Like people have to earn, it's their job to earn it. You can't just give shit out. And literally, I'm the giving tree. It's giving here. You get one, and you get one, and you get one, and then I'm just like, oh, it's for nothing. They all dipped, you know.

SPEAKER_02 20:38

What's something they're passionate about outside of work?

SPEAKER_00 20:41

Cooking. I love cooking. I'm not passionate about cooking, I'm passionate about eating. So that's one of my things. I love shopping and eating. Like those are just like, ugh, I love doing those things, but passionate about like something more, like bigger. I I'm passionate about keeping my plants alive. I'm passionate about cooking. I'm passionate about being the baddest bitch. I'm passionate about my animals, I'm passionate about creating things. Like I like customizing clothes, I like doing nails, I like doing hair.

SPEAKER_02 21:14

What does the perfect day look like to you?

SPEAKER_00 21:16

Realistically, whatever.

SPEAKER_02 21:17

Okay, just literally imagine your perfect day.

SPEAKER_00 21:21

Okay, so one waking up in my big ass bed um next to a few hot bitches and maybe a guy, and then on a beach, I need to wake up in front of the water. We have to had just had a big orgy. And then I wake up, we smoke a blunt, we go to the beach, we get food brought to us, but not just any food. All the freshest fruits in the fucking world exported from your fucking grannies. Top notch, all the food that I love, all my Cuban, Honduran, Hispanic dishes, all my top favorite, right there, just endless supply. And then just like, yeah, just be rich as fuck and have. Happy and have hot people around me and be high. Definitely have food around. Food is important. Yeah, we'll go with that.

SPEAKER_02 22:08

Would you rather come randomly in public for the rest of your life or never be able to come again at all?

SPEAKER_00 22:14

I'm coming everywhere, baby. What you mean? I'm busting a nut over there. I'm busting it over there. I'm busting it nut at your mom's house. I'm busting nut at my dad's house. I'm busting it at the library. What you mean? I already moan when I eat. What's next? All I'm thinking is to really nut. Because I be throbbing. Some food just does it for me. Thinking about it now, like she's like grabbing her tits. I just love passionate about food. Back to that question. Passionate about food and eating. It just makes me so hot. I just love it.

SPEAKER_02 22:47

Would you rather not be able to ever use sex toys ever again or never be able to have sex again?

SPEAKER_00 22:54

Oh, what the fuck? I'm choosing my toy every time. What you mean? Girl, that's that's rose be sucking the soul out of me. Try to look into my soul, see if I have one. It's not there. It got sucked out. And it's literally, no, it's never fails, it's never disappointment. I don't have to fucking feel 200 pounds on me, heavy breathing, sweating, balls on my fucking face. No, I'm okay. I will have my plastic toy and go into my comas. Girl, get the fuck out of here. This podcast is over. No, you need the rose. We I was just telling a girl at work about this. Shout out to Fran. You know who you are. It was like three of us trying to tell her, like, girl, think of think of at a crime scene when the body's laid out and they chalk it out. That's what you're gonna look like after you're done using it. You literally, you literally just nut so hard. You you just it sucks your soul out. You start fucking going crazy, having brain aneurysms, and then you're sitting there like this after legs open, the toy is nowhere to be found. It's somewhere across the room when you threw it in your fucking orgasm rage, and then girl, pussy on fire, and then the next day you're just like waking up like, what happened? Okay, don't don't sleep on the rose, baby. What man? What man can put me in a coma like that? Come on, I haven't found them yet. But look, till then it's me and Rose forever. What was the question? I've already answered it. Okay, because girl, let me just tell you like that.

SPEAKER_02 24:26

She's gonna leave this podcast right now to go masturbate.

SPEAKER_00 24:29

I'm looking in the room like I'm coming. Hold on. Wait, I'm busy.

SPEAKER_02 24:37

Would you rather watch strangers have sex or have strangers watch you have sex?

SPEAKER_00 24:42

Have strangers watch me because I'd be putting on a show. I'm putting on a show, baby. Let's go. I'm twerking extra. I'm moving the cheeks up and down.

SPEAKER_02 24:52

Would you rather never have an orgasm or never find true love? Kill me.

SPEAKER_00 24:57

What the fuck? Kill me. Is there a C? Can I just choose death? Huh? No. I literally thought that too. I was like, what kind of question is this? I'm a big, um like I have a very big heart. Like that's something that I will that I have craved forever to find like an actual like partner, like a someone to actually give my love to that will deserve it. You know, other than if it's not that, I don't want it. That's why I will choose my rose till then. Me and her, you know, but till then, mm-mm, hell no. I I can't just have because then I'm gonna be with my rose, but my rose can't take me out, it's broke. Like, it literally doesn't even have a job. The only job is to suck my soul, and I need to go make money. Like, yeah, it gets me in a better mood to go make money, but yeah, no, it doesn't work like that. The rose is not my pimp, and we're not doing that. What are we talking about?

SPEAKER_02 25:52

Yeah, no, I don't know where to never have an orgasm or never find true love. That's it.

SPEAKER_00 25:59

Because if you love somebody, how the fuck are you supposed to? So you just don't can't forget the rest of your life, yeah. It'll end in tragedy, it'll end in tragedy.

SPEAKER_02 26:07

So we're not answering that one.

SPEAKER_00 26:08

No, I I'm gonna answer. Oh, you can't do that. And it's gonna be fuck true love. I'm not gonna lie. Oh, okay. Because you're gonna fight. So you're because if I can't nut, we're fighting. What do you mean? You're not gonna be the only motherfucker in this bitch nutting. Like, you it's not I'm gonna my jaw is not gonna fall off. You on the other hand can never make me nuts. So what? It's not giving. So yeah, probably just toy and just have someone pay my bills or something. But yeah, that's it. Yeah, toy. Oh my gosh, choosing orgasms over true love, guys. Honestly, every time, every time, nope. I'm trying to think of like, oh, maybe, but oh no, no, maybe.

SPEAKER_02 26:49

Would you rather clog the toilet on the first date or the first day at a new job?

SPEAKER_00 26:54

New job, because I could walk right out that bitch and no one knows me. I'll be like, oh my god, who that's just I think it was her. She looks like she takes a fat ass shit. That's her, it's her. It's Mailing. Get her, get her out. I feel bad for whoever has something coged out. I left my like phone in the install. It's ringing. It's a picture of you on it. May Lenin, why do you have my picture as your fucking yeah? What if you really like him? Let's say you really like him and you're like, damn, like this could, and then you just do that shit, right? What are you gonna do? Climb out the fucking window and never see him again and miss out on your fucking like man or potential whatever the fuck you wanted at the moment. Like, no, no, fuck, yeah. Think up his whole house and shit. How embarrassing. He's never gonna let it go. He's gonna bring it up at your wedding, he's gonna bring it up to your family, how you guys met. That's how you guys met story. That's forever. You can't change that.

SPEAKER_02 28:01

Um would you rather know how the world began or how it will end?

SPEAKER_00 28:09

I mean, like in detail, which one would I be more curious about? Maybe, maybe how it began, so I have more of an understanding about life. Because the ending, it's the end. You have you literally uh die knowing with whatever you know. I would want to know as much as I can before anything happened. So I would want to know, did the did the what was it, Inunaki come to Earth and fucking have babies with the Egyptians and that's how, and they trend they fucking traded information and gold and technology. Like, was that how it happened? Or was it a fucking do we all come from like a fucking bacteria on the floor? Like, I don't know. You know, I would want to know. No, I would want to know too. Aliens, aliens had a part in it, they had a part in it, their technology. People are not, people are not it. So I'm just curious. I don't know. Because I'm pretty sure mankind will destroy us on their own without anyone's help. I don't think aliens are gonna get us. I think that people are gonna play the game and twist it up and make us think it's them, but it's not because they just introduce us to aliens. Like, surprise, it's aliens. Like, we know. We watch X-File all nine seasons. Tell me something, I don't know. It's that people like I'm glad, like, some people have woken up. Majority of the world is still thinking the same thing. They have their full trust in the government, and they have full trust that they're never gonna do us wrong because why would they? Why would they do that to us? But they don't realize that everything that is happening to us is be mostly because of them, how how they have everything wired to benefit them. They they, you know, change up the game to so they can win.

SPEAKER_02 29:49

Well, they literally gonna be like that. They literally gave homeless people LSD to test on them. And yeah, they've admitted this. It's not conspiracy, it's a real thing. Like, you're giving homeless people crazy drugs to see what happens, and ex-military and testing, drug testing on them as well.

SPEAKER_00 30:09

Like, it's just disgusting that the things they do.

SPEAKER_02 30:12

Like, what else are you capable of, in my opinion?

SPEAKER_00 30:15

Literally anything they have control over, which is everything. So they can anything, literally anything.

SPEAKER_02 30:21

Would you rather be magical but live on earth or live in a magical land but be normal?

SPEAKER_00 30:28

Ew, be normal somewhere. I'll throw up, I'll end up killing myself. I would definitely want to have powers here.

SPEAKER_02 30:34

I kind of want to be somewhere else so bad that I think I might hit the city.

SPEAKER_00 30:37

But you would be like the dull, like normal, like weirdo there, because you would have.

SPEAKER_02 30:44

I'm the weirdo here, and I have powers and it's not fun.

SPEAKER_00 30:47

No, no, that makes sense. The math is nothing. Okay. Interesting point of view. Yeah, I don't know. Probably, I don't know. Like, if you really think about it, like would you want to live somewhere like carefree, very positive energy, and all of that, and then just be regular or yeah, be here with all this misery, but having powers. It depends on what powers I don't even gonna lie to you. Like, we gotta get into detail because I I if it's an if it's something stupid, I'm gonna just be mad as hell and I'm gonna be like, what the fuck? Now I'm here and I have a dumb power. I could have been dancing with the fairies and shit. No, totally agree with you. I need to know the damn what's the loophole. Can I choose my power? We'll say, we'll say you can choose your power. Okay, my power would probably be evil though, because I would want to I would definitely want to manipulate people to give me money until you're not gonna be able to. You already do that, but real, like for real, like I'm talking big businesses, like big shit, like put that in my name, type shit. Put your multi-million dollar company in my name. Don't answer no questions for nobody, just do it. And that's oh my god, like just rich as fuck, get whatever I want and whenever. I think I would like being here if it was like that, but if I could like walk through walls or something, like the fuck, I don't know. Surprise, I'm here. Like, I don't know. I think I would want to be invisible. Invisible, why to do malicious shit? No, no, see the kids on you. That's what I would do. I know. That's what I would do. I would be like, let me poke him in the butthole and scare him.

SPEAKER_02 32:34

I didn't, no, that's not. I think just because I'm so curious. My curiosity is so I don't know, just curious.

SPEAKER_00 32:41

So you would like to be a fly on the wall, basically.

SPEAKER_02 32:44

Yeah, in so many people's life, it's like kind of retarded.

SPEAKER_00 32:47

In people's lives or like like people around you, or or people like famous people or like congress, whatever, literally everybody. Yeah, you would always know the tea for sure. You would always have the tea, designated teapot, and you would know if they're planning an attack on us and what they're talking about with the aliens. So wouldn't that be so interesting? Mm-hmm. Be like, okay, pack your dogs up and fucking go, leave. Just it's happening tomorrow. Like, you know, type shit. Like, I would want to know a little heads up, or like tell me what that bitch said about me.

SPEAKER_02 33:24

Yes, to know how people feel about you when you walk out of a room.

SPEAKER_00 33:28

That's so crazy. I never I don't think about that often, but to think about it, it's like, what would they say? I'm more curious than insecure.

SPEAKER_02 33:37

No, I know. You know, yeah, no, it's my curiosity, is what it's why I have this podcast. It's my curiosity for other people's lives. Yeah. Or uh how other people feel.

SPEAKER_00 33:48

Yeah, that's probably the cancer in you.

SPEAKER_02 33:52

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SPEAKER_00 34:18

That wasn't the question though, huh? Um, okay. What did I say? Say I. I blame the loud music in the clips. I don't know. I literally like tossed and I got stuck and I forgot I was interviewing. I'm like, I'm I'm a cancer, body built like a dancer. I'm gonna um if you send me that book, I'm sending you a rose. It's not the kind that you put in a vase, okay? I'm Shani. I'm from Miami. I'm a shiver. Andy, you're breasting. So I forgot what it was. Sure. A lot of things get my, you know, pickle wet or whatever that saying is. Once upon a time, not long ago, I was at home. And I'm admitting it. I can't take the back because I did the shit. Y'all just know what's up.